Jadikan malam ku lebih indah, Jadikan siang ku lebih terang

Assalamualaikum

       

       i just dont want to admit it... that i also dont want to say it out loud.. even so i dont even want to whisper my thought.. i just dont want to admit but the wounds still bleeds n keep bleeding... i taught it have been heals as time passed.. i wish i could act wiser this time.. i should not bother this feeling of losing someone who give me so much hurt n pain in the inside. n even hurtful seeing n knowing that i am the only one who cares n cry for nothing.

       what effort should i put to makes things works, i just want to forget all about u. i just want to be happy n happier without u. i dont even want to think about u anymore. its so much hurtful too much lies. no more trust n truth. i just dont want u anymore. u makes my day worse worst. while u are happy with other girls and i am upsetting for what had happen its just so unfair. 

      Fifie u have to put ur self together, be strong n face this bravely, he's no longer with u. he's not even yours, he's just someone Allah pinjamkan for u, to get something good from him or to share something good btwen us. its time for him to go so please have faith. Nothing to regret n nothing is wasted. 

       but i just sometime feels its unfair, unfair why i have to be the one that keep remembering the past.. i also want to life live happily and be more grateful for what i have. i just need more courage n hard work to makes things work. what passed is passed. i cant let my life wasted thinking about the past. thinking of u hurt me a lot too.. what else should i do to forget all about u... how i wish thing never happen. we should never even meet n know each other... then things will be better... 

       but what the use of the ifs' there is no ifs'.. its sokkeyh.. things had happen as plan. fate brings us here. Allah know everything. fight for what is more important in life.. i have my own journey n my own destination where should i heads to in life. nothing to regret. life really must go on. i must success in what ever i am doing just now.. let bygone be bygone.     

Jadikan malam ku lebih indah

Jadikan siang ku lebih terang

Biarkan bungaku mewangi

Selamanya

. walau ape pn y berlaku... life must go on.. 

i should be fine.. i should even smile more.. i should even find some one better who can really 

worth loving.......... worth crying....... worth praying for....

i should have been happier n really focus on my study now...

i cant just stay n listen to my hurtful taught.. i really have very important matter in my life to be settle down.. worth spending time on it.. even worth every minute thinking about it... 

than being useless like this...which only end up me being useless man...

even makes more regret in my life,,, more failure in life... brings more problem in future..

stop this!

wake up n fighting! u do have more important matter to settle down...

dont let ur self down n cry for something not worth any cent like this..

come on!!

layan lagu ni japppp.....

Lirik Lagu Mewangi – Akim & The Magistrate

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Hati ini akan selalu memujamu

Mencintaimu

Seumur hidupku hanyalah padamu

Waktu

Dengarkanlah

Selalu dekatkan ku dengannya

Indah

Ku menutup mata

Satukanlah hati

Jadikan malam ku lebih indah

Jadikan siang ku lebih terang

Biarkan bungaku mewangi

Selamanya

Jadikan malam ku lebih indah

Jadikan siang ku lebih terang

Biarkan bungaku mewangi

Selamanya

Jadikan malam ku lebih indah

Jadikan siang ku lebih terang

Biarkan bungaku mewangi

Selamanya

horeey horeey... funny face here!! kah3!

tetibe aku rase, aku suke akim ni... huehuehuehueh.. admire!

suke tgk die.. suka watak die dlm kampung girl n horeey horeey...

he look like someone i know n wish i could forget

he even younger than me...

well well well is that matter?

age is just a number..

hmmmm

i just want to forget

bubbye for now

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