2014 Wrapping

Assalamualaikum

woah guys

is this the 365th days of the year 2014

is its the last day of 2014

is that mean this is the last post of 2014

woah

how time flies i really dont even know how its gone passed

i taught it just in January but its actually already December 2014

honestly speak i really forget all the dates and day that flies passed by me

and now only relies when it its already at its end

i am not sure what had happen in these day

what had happen that improve me

what had been done

what had been contribute

what had make me worst

what make me better

i just dont know

its just too fast

so many things happen non stop

all the big event of my life

2014

its restless year

i dont know what to imagine for the following welcoming new year

what is the challenge.

by the way. when we get older

things around us will make us maturer too

the things that happen,

the challenge, it wont be the same as before

its always been improved, harder and tougher

  

lets do some 2014 wraps up..

its happen as fast as lightning

i've been busy about my study, my life, my love, my family, my health

January

February

March

April

May

June

July

August

September

October

November

December

12 months that have been gone without my awareness teach me a lot of lesson unintentionally

at the end

i am still a student have no money no work 

have a little constrain on health since have a little bit sick

being sick for 4 month out of 12 month is no joke

teach me, even how busy u are please no matter what take care of your health 

love ur body love urself better than anything else

because as it happen it cut of some enjoyment

n might need some more attention and care 

as said prevention is better than cure

some more when i am sick

its true we will know who is actually who

when we are in trouble n needed help

there we will know the true color of the people around us

i taught i have loosing him since he have someone else but he actually never leave me alone

i taught he will not care of me anymore since he never ask about me after than event

i taught i am actually alone that i really have no one around me to support me

when i am sick [at the end of this year] then i know i actually not alone

2014 is actually a very lonely year for me from the start till the end

its a painful year, in the inside and out.

people i love, the people, they

some peoples leave me

some peoples get married

some peoples getting busier

some peoples become more individual

some people have their own life

more people have to work for their own responsibility

and i am not in their responsibility list anymore 

what i think is that i am losing a lot of people around me this year

i am totally a loner

whole year goes just like that

i dont make new friend

i just lingering with my self

keep doing the same thing alone

i am not enjoying my life

i just follow the flow

do my part as a muslim, human, student, family, friend

but i still feel alone lonely

only Allah is by my side

only Him

i taught it is like that till its December this year when i get sick 

n when my family know my sickness

yup my friend does not really concern even they know but my family indeed

family, they never leave me alone. never once, when i am in need they are there

 maybe in the past, its only me who does not realize it

these people care for me from far

even they dont ask, they actually care

i am so thankful for that

now on, i will never think that i am alone

when i am alone, it just to teach me to be more independent

 

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