Asam Pedas kehidupan

Assalamualaikum

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hello hello haii guys..mcm setahun sekali je kan bru jumpa dengan korg semua. skill menulis dah semakin pudar ni dek kerana da lama bebenau tak menulis. rindu nk menulis nk meluah kan tapi kesempatan nya tak begitu mengizinkan. maybe sbb bertambah komitment. dari satu ke satu.. 

benarlah org kata klu kita benar benar redho berserah dan xberharap time tu lah semua doa doa kita dimakbulkan. subhanaAllah. time hati paling lapang menerima segalanya, time hati paling redho menerima ketetapan ilahi time tu Allah kurniakan rezeki yang tak disangka2. Apa lagi yang kau ingin dustakan? subhanaAllah. klu ingat balik rase kelakar tapi itu lah kenyataan hidup.. sekelip mata je segalanya berubah. sekelip mata je status berubah dan berubah lagi dan lagi. alhamdulillah atas segala kurniaan nya. alhamdulillah semoga yang baik2 untuk semua juga. semoga kita semua selalu berlapang hati dengan setiap apa yang hadir dlm hidup kita semoga Allah selalu merahmati kehidupan seharian kita. tetaplah berdoa dan jangan pernah putus asa. 

bila rasa nak putus asa selalu lah ingat. there is always something u have to hold on tight n wake up and fight for. there is no one can exactly be there for u. u cant hold on someone because u should relies that none is permanent. people fades love fades but Allah is always there for u n u always have to fight for ur own self for ur akhirat. the life after. syurga. spread love spread goodness. we might be tired we might lose hope being good but we know by being good  can bring us to jannah. so lets keep do it together. selagi boleh memberi manfaat keep doing it until the end of life. we dont even know when is our time to leave the world. appreciate each second we have each one we have. happiness is always comes within us. for the sake of Allah love the one He love do All that He love read the things He love us to read see in the perspective that He love us to see.

take care of all the little things that comes to u.  

 

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Trauma cinta

Assalamualaikum

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Cinta tu apa sebenarnya... 

Bila terbit rasa Sayang dlm hati

Tapi Bagi aku bila aku rase mcm ni aku akan rase bersalah pada diri aku... Knape perlu ada cinta... Knape perlu terbit rase Sayang... Sedangkan setiap kali aku merasakan perasaan ini Dan meluahkn perasaan ini aku akan kehilangan org tu.. sekali lgi aku akan merana kesakitan untk melupakan.... Sakit y hanya aku saja yang tau....

Seperti nya aku tidak layak untuk bercinta... Mencintai mahupun dicintai... 

Tak layak kah aku untk merasakannya?

Apa y seharusnya aku lakukan...

Bersedia untk melepaskan?

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Resepi Non Bake Mango Rose Cheese Cakes

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ada 5 step sahaja...

1. BASE

2. PUREE MANGGA

3. CISKEK

4. TOPING - HIASAN BUNGA ROSE

5. GLAZE

Haa... jenuh gak la kluar masuk peti sejuk sementara nk sudah

Tp bila dh paham step, rupanya x la sesusah yg disangka...

Jom cekidaut!

Langkah 1

BASE:

70g mentega (dicairkn)

20 pcs biskut marie

Hancurkan biskut marie

Satukan biskut ke dlm butter cair

Kemudian ratakan dalam loyang (yg ada bukaan tepi)... Tekan dgn belakang sudu. Biar padat2 yee... kita xnk nnti BASE ni berderai bila kita potong kek.

Dh siap, simpan dlm peti sejuk... okeh, settle... next step PUREE MANGGA.

Langkah 2

PUREE MANGGA:

1 biji mangga (dipotong2 buang biji)

1 sudu besar gelatin (larutkn dlm 50g air panas)

1 sudu gula

Blander bhn2 di atas smpai betul2 halus. Klau agak2 pekat sgt blander sesak nk putar , blh tmbh 1/4 cwn air...

Dh settle, ketepikn...

Jgn letak dlm peti sejuk yee... nnti beku plak dia.

Skrg kita move on ke CISKEK plak...

Langkah 3

CISKEK:

1 kotak whipping cream (200ml)

250g cream cheese (TATURA)

80g gula castor

1 1/2 sudu besar gelatin (dilarutkn dlm 60g air panas)

2-3 sudu PUREE MANGGA (yg kita blander tadi)

*2 biji mangga

* hiris mangga pd permukaan yg lbh lebar dn simpan utk buat kelopak BUNGA ROSE... bhgn tepi dn lebihan2 yg lain, dipotong kiub utk dicampurkn dlm adunan cheese nnti.

Cara2:

- Mula2, masukkn whip cream kt tempat freezer (sejuk beku) utk 10 mnt. Ini supaya whip cream mudah bertanduk bila dipukul nnti. Klau muat freezer, nk sumbat sekali bowl mixer tu pn ok...

- Dh lps 10 mnt, kluarkn whipping cream dr freezer dn pukul hingga bertanduk (sy amek masa 5 mnt)... Dh siap, alih ke bekas lain (sbb bowl nk guna utk pukul cheese plak)... whip cream kita simpan dulu dlm peti sejuk (kt bhgn bwh je, jgn letak kt freezer plak)

- Next, larutkn gelatin dlm air yg betul2 panas. Kacau2 supaya gel tu kembang... gel akn berbijik2 dn xsebati dgn air... xpe biarkn gel terendam dlm air panas tu... nnti ulang2 kacau smpai gel betul2 sebati dgn air (sy buat cmni sbb lbh senang, malas nk double boile )

- Kemudian masukkn cream cheese dn gula dlm bowl dn pukul sampai sebati. (Bowl tu yg sama pukul whip cream td, xyah nk basuh2... proceed je pukul cheese no problem)

- Dah sebati adunan tadi masukkan puree mangga, gelatin dn pukul seketika smpai sebati.

- Masukkn whip cream dn kaup balik kn ke dlm adunan cheese hingga sebati. Masa ni kita blh nmpak cheese jadi gebus sbb whip cream mmberikn volume pd adunan cheese tu...

- Kluarkn BASE dr peti sejuk... Aturkn kiub mangga ats base dn tuang adunan cheese ni smpai habis.

- Sejukkan dalam freezer sehingga CISKEK kita beku sikit... (Disbbkn sy kesuntukn masa, sy sejukkn sejam jee... )

- Dah beku, barulah proceed ke next step iaitu meletak kn toping PUREE MANGGA. Kemudian masuk petisejuk lg smpai puree tu beku sikit... (sy tunggu dlm 40 mnt je )

Langkah 4

TOPING - HIASAN BUNGA ROSE

Nak hias mcmanapn ikut kreativiti sbnrnya... pd yg nk buat bunga rose silakan Pd yg x berapa nk rajin, nk tabur2 je kiub mangga tu pn dh kira settle...

Pd yg pilih nk buat bunga rose, hiris isi mangga nipis2 dn susun ikut 'keras tgn' masing2 yee ...

Nk bentuk kelopak2 rose tu kena byk bersabar nakkk... klau x, ada biji mangga yg melayang ikut tingkap karang hahaa

Dh settle kelopak nan kembang setaman, ada last step iaitu GLAZE...

Tujuannya utk "memegang" kelopak rose agar kukuh dn xberselerak.

Langkah 5

GLAZE:

100 ml air

1/2 sudu besar gula

1/2 sudu teh serbuk agar2

Masak smua bhn di ats hingga gula dn serbuk agar2 sebati.

Biar sekejap supaya sejuk sikit.

Guna sudu untuk tuang atas bunga rose... pastikn rata hingga celah2 kelopak rose tu yee...

Langkah terakhir (pheww akhirnya... hehee) sejukkan lagi semalaman atau paling xsabar pn utk 4-5 jam sebelum potong... (ini wajib, xblh cingelat nk cepat sbb nnti ciskek kita xbeku)

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri - Raya PKPB

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hello hello hai guys..

6th raya already for today right? how was your raya?
how is it feel to celebrate raya in this pkpb? we use to celebrate raya in such in freedom way. where we can meet people any where any when any how we want.

but this time around this raya its too lonely. even though we tried to make it as fun as we can but it cant be defeated. i cant lie its too quiet... to stay at home n only do ziarah ONLY for the 1st raya ONLY. no merentas negeri is allowed. its seem even harder than last year...

i miss everyone. but i know i realize i am the one who are very lucky i manage to come back to my hometown before the pkp start. im lucky i am with my parents along the pkp. its been two month n plus now. i have friends who dont manage to go back to their hometown that makes her celebrate raya for the first time away from her parents and family. its too pain full too hurtful and more hurtful than what i have faced. syukur selalu.

dont be sad over the things we cant control. let it be let it be. but keep ur light shines how it supposed to shine the way it deserve. we are way better than anyone in this worlds.

7 types of cookies of my handmade.. kikiki

probably i am here to wish all of u selamat hari raya.. maaf zahir dan batin.

no ziarah menziarah means no makciks bawang asking me bila nk kawen.. a good things.. hahahah yala how to get married kan.. my what i tot what so called my jodoh is actually someone else jodoh.. he get married today.. congratulation.. im seriously happy for u... barakallah.. semoga bahagia n terus bercinta till jannah dengan bidadari awk tu.. sye bahagia bila awk bahagia.... ur happiness is my happiness too.. bila kita berlapang dada dgn sesuatu yang mengecewakan hati kita menghancurkan hati kita... Allah akan gantikan sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk kita.. jangan pernah berputus asa dengan nikmat Allah.. jangan pernah berdendam kerana kiamat juga sudah dekat.. maafkan lah mereka yang pernah menyakiti kita.. redho dan ikhlaskan dan berdamailah dgn mase lalu kita.. its not something we can control as well.. but we can control us.. we can choose how we want to react on the news that hurt us.. im happy insyaAllah..  semoga mase depan kita akan lebih cerah dan bahagia just how it deserve.. insyaAllah Allah is the best planner..

make nasi himpit soto n non bake cheese cake too

dalam duka ada suka.. jgn lupa tu ada je sesuatu y lain y lebih membahagiakan. on raya as well i make soto nasi himpit and non bake cheese cake for 1st raya.. im so happy for sanak saudara y dtg ziarah seem to love my cookings.. thank u for loving it... alhamdulillah..

later just in case u need to know how to make the non cheese cake feel free to ask la..
im happy to share the recipe.. or just when i have time i wish to share it in here..

i guess yes.. adios for now... salam... 

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Exhausted

Assalamualaikum

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I am tired
I am tired of facing the same things everyday
I am tired of people who makes me feel so very sick
I am tired of people who never tried to understands a things that had been tried to explain trillions times

I am sick of my self most
I am tired of myself most
I hate myself most

I hate it most when i think i am trying to help but actually i am just making an excuses
I hate iy most when i think i am trying to help but actually i am just making it worst
I hate it most when i think i am trying to make things better or just trying to make it easier for everyone but actually its does noy make it that way...

I wish to disappear
I dont want to take care of anyone anymore
I dont want to care about anyone anymore
I just want to go..
Far away from here
Far away from people who know me
Far away from any problems
Far away from any disturbances
I wish to dissappear just like dust

I hate it when people mad at me when im actually trying to help
I hate it when i know people hate me
I hate it more when i know i cannot be more patience to face everything like a human......

Why i cannot be more patience
Why should i be angry
Yup i might be stress
Everything is so messy these days
Everything is too hard to take these days
N people try to add more salts on the wounds....
Its bleeding... bloody fool.. its bleeding..
Its bleeds too hardly like iam going to die now.....
Why u have to test my credibility........
I am just only human....
I have heart too...
I can be angry too...
But i never mean to hurt anyone..
Never once...
Im just trying to help....
But i cannot tolerate with disrespectful impatience entity...
Im sorry....

What am i actually....
I dont want to be where i have been before...

I am a new person
Stronger n better
Even in no hopes
Even in miserable
Even in impossible

There is a way
This is not so big
We can try to figure it out one by one
Solve it one by one...
So it gets smaller right.......

One by one
Tiny by tiny

Please pray so Allah ease everything for me... everything....

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Jatuh cinta, lagi lagi aku jatuh cinta. Harusnya bagaimana?

Assalamualaikum

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hye guys...

xtau la sesuai lagi ke x nak story mory mcm ni... mcm kelakar pn ye... tapi this is my space kan... kebebasan bersuara masih milik aku.. betoi ke x betoi.... hahahaha.. kita santai2 ajo lah
sharing is caring...

ade sebelom sebelom ni entry 2 3 tahun lepas kowt. aku pernah story mory pasal cinta.. weh.. aku rase menda tu kelakar.. hahahhaha.. aduhaii.... acaner ni nak mulakan nanti korang pi la baca pandangan aku 5 tahun lepas dgn skung... klik link ni Jatuh cinta, lagi lagi aku jatuh cinta. Harusnya bagaimana? hahahahha

kelakar beb.. xsangka aku boleh bercerita sebegitu rupa.. hahahaha.. aduhai.. tapi same je.. klu 5 tahun lepas belom bertemu cinta sejati skung pn masih belum bertemu cinta sejati yang hakiki lagi... tapi pengalaman mematangkan seseorg btol x... tapi xpasti lah aku dah btol2 matang ke belom... klu dlu cinta monyet skung pun crite monyet monyet jgk... ntah la labu... xtau nak cakap mcm mne.. sbb menda2 mcm ni kita kena percaya jodoh ajal maut sume ni bukan milik kita... bukan menda suka suki.. menda y Allah da tetap kan dan dah tulis siap sejak azali lg...

nak jatuh cinta tu xde la sesenang ABC tapi yang pasti jatuh cinta lebih senang dari nak melupakan rasa cinta tu... nampak x... 1 je la nak pesan dlm bnyk2 menda y berlaku... 1 aje lah nak pesan... untuk yang masih mencari cinta.... jangan terlalu bergantung pada manusia.. jangan pernah meletakkan harapan y terlampau tinggi dgn janji2 manusia... sbb manusia ni Allah jadikan untuk di uji... ada mase nya dia di uji dgn memungkiri janji janji nya.... klu kita x kuat hati kita rapuh kita akan kecundang...

ternyata melupakan cinta xsemudah yang dibicarakan... melupakan janji melupakan harapan y diberikan xsemudah itu.... tapi kita juga berhak hidup bahagia... xadil klu dia bahagia tapi kita menderita... aku doakan kau bahagia.. wlpn ko tipu aku ko jahat... tapi aku nk ko bahagia... bila ko bahagia aku pun akan bahagia jgk.... semoga aku boleh move on dgn cepat... aku benci gile kat ko beb... berambus lah... eh... emosi ape nih... bukan korang tapi dia....

kenapa mesti jadi mcm ni... 1 je sbb... sbb dia bukan jodoh y terbaik untk aku.. dan aku juga bukan y terbaik untk dia... senang je... terima lah takdir qada dan qadar Allah dgn hati y terbuka.... klu dia dah rase aku bukan  y terbaik untk dia... untk apa lagi aku bertahan... pergi je lah.... lupakan dan mulakan y baru... i deserve to be happy too...

Bila ada peluang untk hidup sndri
Bila ada peluang untk jadi dri sndri
Bila ada peluang untk bebas melakukan apa saja

Lakukan lah...
Lakukan lah untk dri sndri...
Lakukan lah dgn sebaik mungkin...
Lakukan lah yang terbaik..
Dan jadilah sendirian yang terbaik...

Sementara masih ada peluang....
kerana peluang hanya dtg sekali seumur hidup....

Sayangi diri
Hargai diri
Cintai diri

Tambah nilai diri..
Sayang Allah.. sayang org terdekat... adakan syg bukan pengharapan untk mdpt penghargaan dri y lain2 tapi sebagai ihsan dri hati y nurani....

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Kerang Rebus

Assalamualaikum

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Ini rare sikit
bukan selalu buat
tapi bila buat, 1kg sorg pun xcukup
makan plak lepas terawih
nyumnyumnyum...

bersihkan satu satu kasih putih..
then rebus kejap jek
dah mendidih dlm 15-20 minit cemtu jek
then siap.. xmau masak lama2 nanti isi kerang jadi lemau..

kerang rebus cicah dengan sos pencicah sedap telajok

nyum nyum

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Sea Food Aglio Olio Spaghetti

Assalamualaikum

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Sea food Olio oligo for breaking fast today.. 
Mother kita la request katanya xselera nak mam nasi, nak mam goreng2 
so here we are... get well soon mother..

Bahan

Angle Hair Spaghetti

Olive oil

black paper, white paper, ginger, garam - tumbuk n tumis

clamps, sotong - potong n masukkan skali lepas tumis

oregano letak last skali

jangan lupa seasoning secukup rasa

bawang besar + carrot 

tadaa dah siap.. jom makan..

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