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Assalamualaikum...

    Kamu-kamu semua.. aku harap kamu sihat-sihat selalu.. isu ape yang nak aku kedepankan untuk entri kli ini.. sebenarnya terase seperti lonely sgt... seriusly.. it's really hurt sungguh bila aku rase seperti memerlukan tapi xdek sape pown bersame aku.. tapi aku selalunya akan ade bila org memerlukan aku.. errr... ye ke..?? ke aku jek perasan sndri.. tak kisah laa tapi aku rase mcm tu... especially at this time seriusly xde sesape... no one with me to talk to me, to listen to me, to be with me, to look at me, to be beside me, to cherish me, while my mother and my father is not around... nor even my brothers and my sister with me.. kawan as for me my best friend isn't be behind me and support me..  no one.. its totally no one.. i just got 1.. the 1 that i taught will never leave me alone.. and it would.. rely only on Him.. Allah SWT..

   while everyone is enjoying their precious moment i am alone doing my duty that i cant even run away from it.. my responsibility.. when people give their trust to me and i really have to do it even i dont think i use to it.. while the other people being happy with their life i am alone doing it.. alone! i feel burden.. what i supposingly not to feel it at all.. but am just a human being.. might get hurt easily.. it hurts when i have to suffer waiting for the one to accompany me while i feel so scared.. i don't know how to be brave and strong anymore.. if i can buy the best medicine for this then i would.. why should i be like this.. just that i feel scare to stay at home alone day and night.. but i use to be brave! i have to.. because that is my responsibility.. alone! i dont need people to give credit for what i've done.. just that i just want to talk.. i just want to let it out from deep of my mind, my heart that no one but u would listen to me right now.. what am i talking about! just stay still.. i  just need to bear with this for a few days more.. please don't cry!!  

   even when the time come out.. people dont really satisfy with my job then also i wont cry.. i think that i have give my best for u all.. i've try my best.. that no one would understand.. i just hope that nothing bad would happen to me and to all my beloved ones.. only hope for the best to happen..

I'm a mirror. 

If you're cool with me, I'm cool with you, and the exchange starts. 

What you see is what you reflect. 

If you don't like what you see, then you've done something. 

If I'm standoffish, that's because you are....

but i dont think i can do this.. i wish i could..

   maybe i have forgotten something.. forgetting it can only makes me full of tears and fears.. please accept the fact that everything happen for a reason..  

“Walaupun kita pura pura kuat, tapi Allah tahu kemampuan kita. Allah tahu bila masa kita lemah. Allah tahu bila masa kita rasa rapuh. Allah tahu..Allah tahu..:’) 

Allah tahu apa yang orang lain tak tahu. Allah tahu diri kita yang sedang mencuba. biarlah orang nak menilai kita dengan kesalahan yang kita buat sesaat yang lalu. Allah tahu kita dah cuba bertaubat dan berubah. :) 

Allah tidak kirimkan kita sesiapa saat kita diuji kerana Dia mahu kita berkongsi perit kita dengan DIA je. baiknya DIA.

— Because ALLAH knows.

La Tahzan. jangan bersedih, Allah ada. Allah bagi kita hati, kita jugak yg tentukan nak buat hati kita senang ataupun susah. yup, Allah Maha Mengetahui.

Wahai Tuhan kami ! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya (Al baqarah 286

He is with me.. no matter what.. i am not alone and never will be alone.. rely only on Allah.. tells only to Allah.. ask only from Allah.. no matter about what upset me and what makes me happy.. be patient.. think positive.. husnuzon.. be strong!! be grateful.

سُبْحَانَ اللّهِ
♥ و الْحَمْدُللّهِ
وَ لا اِلهَ اِلَّا اللّهُ ♥ وَ اللّهُ اَكْبَرُ
لا حَوْلَ وَ لا قُوَّةَ اِلَّا بِاللّهِ
♥ سُبْحَانَ اللهِ وَبِحَمْدِهِ * سُبْحَانَ اللهِ الْعَظِيْمِ ♥

i know actually i can do it better.. this is for true..

aja! aja! fighting!!

even it is hard but still...

SMiLe!!

"Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir. Rabbi tammim bilkhoir. Birohmatikaya Arhamarrohimin"

*Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan selepas ini*

n 1 more things.. last one.. 

memang eyh.. 

lelaki nie sume same jek eyh..

same jek.. 

u're not the creature that i can believe in..

i am sure u have play hard.. thanks..

i wont want to forgive forever!!

let it be!

i wont be hurt anymore by u!