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    its been so long that i didn't say something my self... my word my taught.. sorry dear u... it's been so long and it's too bz that i have no time to update any post.. life get so so hard lately... i dont know what am i suppose to say... but something bad n good had happen to me... and now i think i have change a lot.. a lot that i also kindly not know my self well enough anymore... 

    my sense of humor does not works on me anymore now... i dont know why.. i does not know how to value bad n goods anymore am i... i dont know why... so many thing happen and i dont know why its hard for me to make any decision and finally i am regret of it.... that i am not suppose to do... why am i like that... WHY..??

no one can understand me.. no one would... NO ONE... NO ONE...

do i have to waste everything and become truly useless...??? 

do i have to be that way.??

what happen to me and my attitude... i hate me changing like this..

can i say that i have become like this because of the pain... the pain does that to me...

i hate changing this way.. it suppose makes me stronger and maturer....

maybe i have forget to wake up n stand again...

i've try hard to wake up n stand again...

i taught i am strong.. strong enough...

klu dia tak ganggu n x muncul dlm hidup aku lg.. things will be better i think... 

no matter what had happen in the past its always the history... nothing will change no matter what...

how i wish i could go somewhere new n get to know other new people there...

start a new life... be happy again.... or dont have to think about any matter like this anymore...

thats far better than now... 

i hate talking about this seriously..

i cant change people attitude but i can change me...

please be strong....

hMmMm..

juz ignore him..

things getting worse..

i've try hard to wake up n stand again...

i taught i am strong.. strong enough...

i am regretting my own decision to let something go for something more important n crucial in life.. (they say that to me) but i taught i can get out of my comfort zone... n i have tried but it seems no one want to support me.. i am regret because i cant make my own choice and try my best n prove that i can do better.. people dont believe in me.. my ability n capability... i hate that the most... n i dont know why i didnt stand with my own decision.. i dont know.. why am i like that.. it so no like me before... heMmM.. why must be so weak..

FIFIE PLEASE WAKE UP!!

n now.... i dont know... likely theres nothing to prove n nothing to fight for... why things so useless for me... why am i like this.... i am actually being useless just now... why... WHY.. it so not like me... not me!!

FIFIE PLEASE WAKE UP!!

"Hidup tidak boleh berpandukan perasaan hati yg kadangkala boleh menjahanamkan diri sendiri. Perkara utama harus kita fikirkan ialah menerima sesuatu atau membuat sesuatu dgn baik berlandaskan kenyataan."

ikut hati mati.. ikut rasa binasa... tapi hidup harus diteruskan...

 maybe i have forget something...

“Sebahagian firman Allah SWT bermaksud, Allah tidak membebankan seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya…” 

Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 286, 

itu bermaksud ujian yang diturunkan pada setiap seseorang itu memang mampu ditempuhinya.

Yang tak mampu kerana mengaku, kononnya ujian itu terlalu berat dan besar. Sebenarnya bukan soal besar atau tidak tapi tahap mana kekuatan anda.“

Tahu tak ujian itu hanya menimpa org y sememangnya kuat menghadapinya Alah tak turun kan ujian pada org y tak mampu hadapi ujian itu. Kenapa Allah nk timpakan ujian pada hamba-Nya yang memang tak upaya?”

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik pula bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah Maha Mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui"

[al-Baqarah:216]

Ya Allah, give me strength, confidence and a strong mind so that I may show them what I am capable of.

“Move out of your comfort zone. You can only grow if you are willing to feel awkward and uncomfortable when you try something new.”

“A dream is your creative vision for your life in the future. You must break out of your currentcomfort zone and become comfortable with the unfamiliar and the unknown.”

 "Orang yang cemerlang melihat setiap halangan sebagai peluang untuk mengasah potensi, manakala orang yang tidak cemerlang menganggap setiap halangan sebagai alasan yang menyebabkan kemundurannya."

cari lah kelebihan dalam kekurangan diri nie... 

cari lah peluang dalam halangan hidup ni... 

cari lah kekuatan dalam kelemahan diri ni...

All the positive taught are mine… 

ape pun.. ape saje.. ape sekali  pun…

I’ll think positive..

Face it 1 by 1… 

I can do it fighting!

Positive thinking leads you to have positive attitudes 

and it makes everything seems positive.

Thus,insyaaAllah it makes us a better person.

FIGHTING!!!!

i am writing 

becoz 

i know i will read it all over again one day

 and get inspired by it again... 

because that is me...

di kala emosi n potensi n persepsi diri

tak stabil...