Finally Warded - part 5 [Moving]

so this is my week 15 of me being sick

week 4 after my operation

week 3rd for be being doing the daily dressing

also my week 16 for my study which is my study week

see how fast the time fly

Lets fly.. Lets fly..

so now i have to fly to where i belong too

no longer in my hometown

i have to fly n survive on my own

no one around me to take care of me anymore

there is no one will wake me up and ask me to take medicine

there is no one will make my special breakfast, lunch and dinner

there is no one will take care of my food which is 

[sediakan makanan org pantang supaya luka cepat sembuh xbole makan ikot suka hati jek]

there is no one will help me wash my hair

there is no one will take me to the clinic everyday for dressing

i miss home

i miss mom

i hate being alone n face this all alone

i love mom.. my mom really do the best care for me and nothing compares..

no one will do that 

take care of me n do really concern about me n my health n my study as well

most of them dont want me because i am troublesome

because i needed help and its trouble something

even its only temporary but well, its still will trouble them

maybe its better to avoid me

since i am troublesome n useless

avoid me

dont ask about me

dont talk to me

stop seeing me

its totally cool guys

i do appreciate ur concentration n attention

indeed.. just stop worrying about me

stay cool n stay happy as u are in ur own matter/life/business

yup, i wont want to trouble u as well

its so fake if u force ur self to care while u're not

dont hurt ur self kayh peeps..

i'll try not take it seriously into heart..

indeed.. mind my own business isnt it..

its my time to be on my own.. right..

i understand

its my time

its my life anyway

my concern

adakah sye seorg y terlampau di manjakan

or i actually deserve it

hmmm.. pity me or so me is so mengada2

fine...

what am i expecting..??

kadang2

aku nak org phm aku. 

tapi aku sndri pn xpaham dri sndri.. 

sakitnya aku sndri yang tanggung... 

aku rasa aku dh terslh step

stop hoping

even if it is still be my constrain 

even if its still hard for me to do it on my own 

i still have to do it on my own
just do it urself. no one care..

i should have be stronger

it not just now i am alone its been when its start since 2 month ago

i am already alone face all this

only to Allah i am depending on..

i have my own wings.. lets fly.. lets fly..

i have my own legs... lets walk.. lets run..

even how slow it is, a progress is still a progress

i am still keep moving a step forward n ahead to success/happiness

 never stop even how painful it is

keep fighting.. keep being strong

keep that momentum..

its only temporary...

fight for my recovery

fight for my two presentations

fight for my final paper[final exam]

pray for me too

healthy n sucess

its all is just in this 1 week

se-nafas jek lagik

i am capable of anything with Allah always in my heart

my strength my everything

just keep in mind kay fifie..

Allah is in ur heart..

heals everything

orang cakap prevention is better than cure

recovery do takes time

but what have the started must have the ending

i really hope this is the way to the happy ending for my sickness

good ending for my study too...

its my own journey n my own happiness anyway

its my life

keep moving forward

u wont let me down

i am strong..

Allah have set everything for me.. for my own good

i am stronger each day..

sekarang ni

fokos pada diri sendiri.. fokos pada study..

jom study.. 

skung study lebih penting dari segala-gala hal y lain.. 

titik..

Sambungan CIte

Bila Sendirian Dan Kesakitan

Finally Warded - part 1 [Introduction]

Finally Warded - part 2 [When Its Starts]

Finally Warded - part 3 [Operation Room & Warded]

Finally Warded - part 4 [Daily Dressing]

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